Friday, April 17, 2009

Everyone meet Petey


Ok.. So there is Petey.. Petey is attached to a slightly older gentleman.. His 36 to my 27.. I do not know why he named his dick Petey.. Nor do I really care.. Petey was a pretty cool sized penis.. And felt pretty good :)
Nothing special really about this romp.. He did fuck the shit out of me.. But my mind was some where else.. I probably will fuck this dick again.. Just as soon as I am not so busy.. Well.. Lol.. I know kinda lame.. I just have no connection with this guy.. I really wasn't into him, it was more of a challenge he posed. He thought I wouldnt be able to handle Petey... I laughed.. Cause even though it is thick.. I pride myself in my dick taking ability.. And well.. I took it.. No qualms..
So that was Gerald.. and Petey.. I could have dealt with Petey.. but Gerald was too much..
So that leaves me to talk about.. Shiloh.. Oh my gosh.. I really wanted him.. I was jocking him for months.. he was a co-worker of my cousin.
We would flirt back and forth, hard core.. I loved it.. If you could imagine the model Tyson Beckford.. You got Shiloh.. Damn!! I still get shivers down my spine thinking of him..
Well.. One night one of the co-workers threw a BBQ.. Shiloh was there, so you know I was gonna try my hardest to make it.. Well I really didn't need to try...So we are at the BBQ, and it is obvious to each other that we want each other.. My cousin was playin cock blocker pretty well and kept interupting us.. Sheesh!! come on man.. I want this.. lol
I had to have been 18 or 19.. Not sure.. But, me and Shiloh hit a corner in the apartment complex to go and talk.. Talk meant makeout and fondle.. I wasnt complaining, sometimes less talk is better. As was in this case :) So we walk around.. I guess we're looking for a corner that was kinda private.. And we did find one.. No one could see us.. So, he bent me over and fucked the shit out of me. Oh my gosh.. Shiloh aka Mandingo.. seriously.. felt so damn good in me.. His dick was smooth, long and thick... I truly enjoyed it. He didn't want to cum in me.. so he pulled out and I sucked his nice dick. Even with my juices all over it, it tasted great. damn I was into him.
About a week later he called me and wanted me to come over to his place. And I did.. He ate me out so damn proper. We continued to fuck on the low until my cousin found out. My cousin almost kicked his ass for fucking with me, but in the end I felt it was all worth it. I sometimes wish I could have kept him around. He is better than trophy dick.. Well I guess he was my first trophy dick :) but whos counting?
So I have come to the realization that me and Big are done.. I have decided that the emotional baggage that comes along with a intense relationship like ours isn't worth the hour of pleasure every so often. I will still write about him.. seeing that I have 9 years of great sex built up in me with him.. So reading the shit will still be great. But the chapter on us is over, all the chapters and guest appearances.. OVER.. But hey.. I am sure there will be another.. if not.. they were will be a lot of close ones.. lol.. anyways.. thats it for me today.. Tomorrow.. I am sure another goodie .. so have a great day

xoxo
Agent XXX

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Mushy and Gushy


Now that we have the one night stand thing covered.. I guess it will go into one of the serious relationships..Courtney.. Yikes.. Well.. With him I learned I can squirt. I know.. I dont know what it was about that boy.. But I really did like him. It's sad.. cause his dick really wasn't big.. I learned then that it really wasn't about the size.. it was how they worked it.. To a certain extent...
But really the boy could fuck.. Me and him often talked about it.. We think it was jus so much better than most because we really did care for each other. He was my first experience trying to have a real relationship. Tired of Mr. Big's ways, and just so unsure of what could be.. I went somewhere else to learn. I paid for it in the future with Mr. Big.. But where are we.. 9 years later.. and we are barely shitting on the pot and neither is getting off..
Courtney just couldn't stay out of jail. I couldn't do it anymore. I had gotten pregnant with his baby, but a higher power looked out for me. Cause what would I do with a little courtney runnin around? We eventually fell apart.. I still think about the sex.. Because I havent had someone do so little and make me feel so good.. Lol..
Ok I decided to save Josh for another post.. Because I have to add someone that just popped up. This is a very complex situation. Al.. .. Al was a co-worker of mine that moved to ATL and got really sick. I hadn't heard from him in 2 years. We have common friends so we both would ask our friends how the other was doing. How can I explain him?? He is Mr. Big but.. I dunno.. For one their birthdays are 1 day apart. Their personalities are damn near identical. Me and Al had so much passion for each other that went no where. He felt I was hung up on Big.. But.. I wasnt.. I really was into Al.. He wasn't my type.. but I thought he was gorgeous. And he saw me.. he saw me as beautiful.. Not sexy, not fat.. not ugly, not cute.. But beautiful. And it showed in all he did for me. even when we fought.. And we did. But we NEVER fucked.. kissed or anything.. We flirted.. that was it. Well.. He popped into town a few days ago.. He went to our old job and got my number and called me immediately.. he was drunk, but he had a lot to say. Basically, he never stopped thinking about me.. and he missed me.. and he wanted to see me. I did too.. I missed him and yes from time to time I did think about him..
Well.. He kissed me.. It all just unravelled from there... We had mad passionate love. .. Far from mediorce.. We both were pretty damn surprised at how fuckin intense that was. I know I said that Big had the number 1 spot.. but Al put it down.. All the kissing, the cuddling.. the being ONE.. I know mushy as fuck.. But shit.. He lives in cali.. and I cant put my heart thru another Big.. It felt good to be made love to.. And truly feel someones love for me.. Hopefully Al will have his own chapter.. Big has some catchin up on love making..
Anyhoo.. I talked your ear off.. Im gonna play tomorrow by ear.. We shall see what I have in store for you ok.. Smooches.. Good night and WET dreams...


xoxo
Agent XXX

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Haven't you fucked at church before?

If you haven't why not? Is it because it is truly SINFUL? What about it being truly thrilling? Ok so I don't know what it's like fucking in a church.. I do have experience fucking in a church parking lot. Actually 2 different ones at that. I came to the conclusion that I was going to Hell a long time ago, when you are in the heat of the moment, the first parking lot that is dark does JUST fine!
It was probably back in 2001. When living up in Reno (baby sin city or the lame version of it anyway) I met this guy named Tim. I would like to think as shorty and Tim as my last shorties, but sadly to say a few other shorties made it through. So yes, Tim is shorter than me (at 5'9 I guess it's not too hard).. So Tim and I lost contact for about a year (that is why we fast forwarded to 2001), I went to a house party thrown by one of my co workers. He happened to be there (small world right), so of course we dipped out and got hot and heavy. Of course! The first dark place we found, we pulled into. It started in the car and probably within 20 minutes we were all over the car. All I remember is being bent over the hood of my car and he fucking the shit out of me. Yes, for a short one he worked that dick. I am quite sure looking back at it, it was purely the thrill of it all. Years later found that Tim had a coke problem and could barely keep it up anymore.
The dick flick I have up today is of my last "relationship"... Sincere.. I labeled him as my trophy dick. Fucking him was a lot of fun. After not having my "Mr. Big" (my reference to my sex and the city love affair for 9 years) for months, and having to deal with "Johnny come quicklies" or "Short dick men", having Sin in me was pretty damn good. As you can see.. Dick is pretty nice sized :) And believe it or not, boy's got stamina.. What went wrong? Things just sort of fell apart.
I was lucky enough to have "Mr. Big" back after a 6 month wait. He laid it down about 2 days ago. Without getting mushy on you, it was probably one of the best sexual experiences of my life. He may argue differently, but seriously.. Maybe it was the anticipation of it, I will say this though.. Any other time being considered for the Best Of All Time will be with Mr. Big.. Just saying. Hands down..

Tell you the truth, he dicked me down good enough to be alright for a few more days. Well, no.. I am already horny, but still satisfied. Make sense? probably not.
Oh one more thing about Sincere.. I did enjoy sucking that dick! I for one do enjoy doing it for people I care about. I am not selfish with it.. But I really do consider whether a guy "deserves it". I know I give GREAT head, therefore, I am stingy with who gets it. Sincere drank a lot of juices and ate healthy.. And well.. you see the picture.. Dick was good. But it still comes down to this.. I would trade 12 of my chickenheads for my one Mr. Big.. Sad.. but true..
We will pick up tomorrow with Charles.. the one night stand!.. Until then.. Good night and Wet Dreams :)

xoxo